I  just read this: “Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being “in love” which any of us can convince ourselves we are.

Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossom had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two.

 By the way, I forgot to tell that I have a new friend. We just met 2 months ago. And actually, he is more like a young brother to me. How I wish I had a brother though. (lol) Well, he is nice, sweet, and I guess friendly. I wish that I can attach here the picture, but I can’t since someone might get jelous. (lols)

 Anyway, I am hoping that by next month if I am not busy anymore. I will express everything here that is happening to me.

For now, need to sign out and leave this.

 Well, my life is a little bit complicated right now. And I hate it much since emotionally and mentally, I am being disturbed. But not to the point that I am getting crazy huh(lol). It’s just hurting me a lot and I wanted escape goat of something. It is just to release those “bad” memories. Though it is hard but it can be replace with good memories. I hope everything will just get better. Not now, but time will tell.

Just reminiscing the past is really memorable and you even wished if possible that we can turn back the time. Just like some part of a song lyric, “if only I could turn back time; if only I could face what I still have”. I don’t remember if it’s the right wordings but, I suppose it is. Anyway, every people have good or even bad memories. And if we could just erase the bad memories, it would be amazing. But, part of life everything needs to be balance.

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I am thinking that if I talk or someone will talk to me, I will get pissed off or the other way around.

I am working right now, and even with a just a simple word and my client is giving me hard time and let me think that they are dumb, I easily get rid of them. I don’t respond to them like the usual responses I gave when I’m in front of people.

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