Month has almost ended and yet nothing happened. Though I am happy, yet I am still looking for something that would satisfy me. (lol) Not the one you’re thinking, okay?

 By the way, I forgot to tell that I have a new friend. We just met 2 months ago. And actually, he is more like a young brother to me. How I wish I had a brother though. (lol) Well, he is nice, sweet, and I guess friendly. I wish that I can attach here the picture, but I can’t since someone might get jelous. (lols)

 Anyway, I am hoping that by next month if I am not busy anymore. I will express everything here that is happening to me.

For now, need to sign out and leave this.

It’s been a while that I haven’t updated my blog. And I wanted to say sorry since I am so busy these past few days. I know I have a lot of things to say here but don’t have time to update my blog yet.

 Well, my life is a little bit complicated right now. And I hate it much since emotionally and mentally, I am being disturbed. But not to the point that I am getting crazy huh(lol). It’s just hurting me a lot and I wanted escape goat of something. It is just to release those “bad” memories. Though it is hard but it can be replace with good memories. I hope everything will just get better. Not now, but time will tell.

Few months have passed by, that I cherished one date which is important. I know that it is a very special day, every memory, mostly good memories came back and I used to smile over it.

Just reminiscing the past is really memorable and you even wished if possible that we can turn back the time. Just like some part of a song lyric, “if only I could turn back time; if only I could face what I still have”. I don’t remember if it’s the right wordings but, I suppose it is. Anyway, every people have good or even bad memories. And if we could just erase the bad memories, it would be amazing. But, part of life everything needs to be balance.

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Just not in the mood right now. I am not feeling good. I don’t want to talk like the usual talking that I do. I just want to be silent!

I am thinking that if I talk or someone will talk to me, I will get pissed off or the other way around.

I am working right now, and even with a just a simple word and my client is giving me hard time and let me think that they are dumb, I easily get rid of them. I don’t respond to them like the usual responses I gave when I’m in front of people.

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I remember before that I am only reading some pocketbooks. I’m not really fund of reading but when I’m kinda interested with the title of the book I’m reading, I don’t usually dropped it. I would really finish reading it, which was way back high school though. I stopped reading when I went to college since I got glasses on. My eyesight had never been good when I started reading, because even late at night before I still read. Especially when I’m on the climax of the story, I won’t let go of the book.

Now, it’s been a week that I am reading some manga series. I had an officemate who loves to read and I can say that he is a wide reader. He actually has a list of books that he had read already. When I started to sit beside him, I found of the manga series that he’s been reading. And when I got interested of the series, he gave me some list of series that he hasn’t read yet. Together, we are reading different manga series. And I am starting to hate it myself again since my urge for reading has been awaken (lol). Bad officemate, he influenced me (lol).

Well, at least I am not studying anymore. So, I guess it’s just okay to go back reading pocketbooks and mangas or whatever.